I’m Not Afraid To Be Loving

I’m not afraid to say I love men. I do. I’m not threatened by any narrative that would denounce that. I lived it. I did the work to free myself from that mindset & my life changed in the most beautiful ways.

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Self Love Being

I have given my warrior purpose, my pirate soul freedom, my conqueror prospects, my dragon skies to fly and in this my rebel voice, all united in self love.

Words mine, artist unknown.

The play is over.

In looking I’ve realized I have spent much of my life subconsciously looking at history like a play wondering where do I fit, what part is mine to take on? The thing is, the play is over. It’s over. I don’t have to follow a role. I can do whatever I want. It’s a worthwhile play to learn from, not a play for me to keep leapfrogging throughout my life in the name of preservation. Not to perpetuate it blindly based on the fear of perpetuating it blindly. 
Every part of history is mine. I belong to every single part of it as it is ultimately about humanity, this planet and its inhabitants. I am not separate from any of it. I am both innocent and guilty. Not from shame from awareness, self love and self acceptance. It is all mine. I belong. With that lesson in mind I am free. The play is over. Who I choose to be now is solely my responsibility.

I have slain dragons and touched on my own dragons bloodSurvived the troll bridges

Serpentine waters

Breathed fire across the burning lakes

Led wars in victory and defeat

Torn my armor to pieces with quivering hands

Drank poison and its remedy

Seen words on tender

Catapulted through shock

Flown with and became feather

Learned the songs of many tribes

Which season my accent to this day

I have bathed and watched the caked mud

Splatter to my toes

I have traveled many lands

All to just come back to my teddy bear

Day 22 of 100 Days of Loving and Celebrating Being

Personal Power

I was in inquiry of what the difference between personal power and egoic force was yesterday. I got so clear from higher self/Source if it’s from love it’s personal power, if it’s not love, it’s not personal power. Being able to be in my personal power is a practice. I get to learn more each time conflict comes up and many times with support in this, I get to see what my personal power is.

I get to see what I stand for. What I really have the commitment to be my word with. I get to be gentle with myself if I fail to show up the way I aim to and I get to own how I have shown up. Every step I learn. I’ve let go of the drive, the goal and put my heart, authenticity and fun as forefront. It’s brought excitement to my every day as I live in possibility.

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